Today’s post is an aberration from the usual nonsense and word talk. Not that there won’t still be nonsense, but I’m also going to promote a book I’ve just self-published on Kindle eBooks, so if you’re not interested, skip this one and come back later! I will not hold it against you because seriously, this is whole ‘talking about myself’ is not sitting well with me.
False modesty, you say? I dunno, maybe. All I know is that I’ve put on reasonably fast-paced music to ensure I get through this semi-pumped up and without running away in fear. (For reference, it’s the album Ghost Notes by Veruca Salt.)
Firstly, let’s get through the nervous babbling. (If you want to check out the book without my commentary, have a look at “Amber’s Other Works“.)
The Nervous Babbling:
Okay, so for a while now I’ve wanted to be an author but I’ve always flitted from idea to idea, project to daydream, poetry to prose. I rarely finished things, unless they were short stories I really got into and powered through. Anyone can write- and honestly, if you want to write, you should, it can be as fun or cathartic as your pen takes you that day- but finishing a story is the hard part. You start out fresh and excited for the story you’ve embarked upon, then you hit the hard slog and other shiny new ideas start parading themselves tantalisingly right next to you and it takes discipline not to chase after them and the high of a fresh plot.
All this blathering is just to set the scene. Bear with me.
I started this book, now called At This Place, back in 2009. I finished it in 2013, with a break where I got writer’s block and dropped the thing for quite a while. This book caused me a lot of pain throughout the writing process, like, there was proper blood, sweat and tears if you count the fact that I was also dealing with mental health crap that’s really only improved a heap over the last couple of years (a tale for another time). I think for a while there, I equated finishing the book with fixing myself and that I couldn’t fail despite believing that I would.
It didn’t fix me. But I did finish it.
What I’m saying is, I’m insanely proud of the fact that I actually saw this book through. I have mixed feelings on the story itself and know that, being older and having developed a lot since then, I would make different choices with it. However, in saying that, I couldn’t work out a way to change it without having to scrap the damn thing. And I like the characters as they are.
God, I’m really selling it, aren’t I?
A few of my colleagues read the story and one in particular encouraged me to publish it. It’s taken me pretty much five years to get the confidence to do that, but I’m in a place now where I’m happy to try to spread these ol’ wings. With all my self-doubt, I’m still proud enough of the book to put it out there. Also, I designed the cover and I’m super chuffed with it, take a look:
Discussion about the actual book:
It’s a contemporary romance revolving around two sets of couples, the second-time-around would-be lovers, Robert and Laura, and their respective adult sons, Jonathon and Cameron.
Set in England in 2009 (funny that), High Court judge Robert Beresford meets Laura Laythrop, a member of the Exeter City Council, in the course of renovating an old country manor. While Robert and Laura navigate an immediate attraction to each other in the midst of the baggage of their pasts, Cameron meets Jonathon in less than salubrious circumstances at Cambridge University and form an instant loathing. Only, Jonathon is super hot and Cameron is rather endearing, if rude, and maybe Jonathan isn’t quite that opposed to this idiot and maybe Cameron kind of likes that prat and, well… bother.
That description is not terrible. Huh.
Basically, it’s a tale of emotionally repressed people falling for other emotionally repressed people and the troubles that arise accordingly.
While nothing is, like, majorly explicit, there is some graphic content (both sexual and violent), so if that’s not your cup of tea, y’know. Go make an actual cup of tea? I recommend Rooibos/red bush tea, that is currently my jam.
The book can be found here on Amazon.
Conclusion:
Sorry that I went on for so long but if you got this far, kudos. If you do have a gander at Amazon and read the free sample of the book or heck, even buy it, know that I will be very nervous, very happy and thoroughly want you to enjoy it. If you do read any of At This Place, let me know what you think – criticism, constructive or not, is encouraged.
Anyway, I’ve rabbited on enough.
We will resume normal procedure here at Dictionary Flip shortly. Thank you for your attention and please take a Christmas ham before you go.